I loved being in my own home but still in a group. I almost didn't say anything but when I did and told of my first experience the trainer yelled bend your spoon and I DID! I was so excited and I just kept bending spoons. I bent 9 spoons that day! The next day I thought maybe I just bent these because they were kinda thin, two were thick the rest were thin. but when I tried to bend a thin spoon the next day I could not do it. I will have to try in one of the meditations again.